Good luck taking a peak into my brain this morning, that is. There is a recurring theme that appears in this blog. It's called 'neglect."
I logged in only to get that pit in my stomach to see that there are 36 posts that I haven't even published on here yet. The reason? I simply don't know.
One honest reason may be that over the course of this last year I have had to make my blog a bit more private. A friend of mine put a tracker on my blog that could tell me exactly who was reading it and from where. I could even tell how long they were on and so forth.
Now before you get worried and quickly log off;)...stay on and continue to read, please.
I've had an issue with a "stalker" of sorts. There is a person that I know, possibly two that would log onto my blog multiple times a day. Sure, it could be normal for this to happen but for me it was not. I'm not in fear of this person(s) but it started to get a little weird. It's someone I've known for quite some time and I felt like the best thing to do to protect myself was to change my name and the name of the blog and keep it a bit more private.
I've been busy. Not just a little busy, but this school year has been ridiculously crazy! We don't go overboard allowing our children (or pushing them in some cases I have seen in others) to be involved in everything under the sun. We have 5 children so letting each one choose just ONE activity still sends in more directions than a trip across the country. We've had home renovations, a private family crisis this last fall, sick family members outside of our home, a business to run, a job for me....a job for me?! Yes, I technically am on the clock from 7:40 each morning until 4pm. It's been an adjustment for me but also something the Lord is using to refine, mold & sanctify me through.
It's been a real year so far. Did that even make sense? Probably not but I typed it and I'm owning it right now. Typing to hear myself type so to speak.
Just a test post. Congrats for making it through.